Friday, January 9, 2009

Reconciliation Song

Just got back from Baltimore,
Spent the day at the Inner Harbor,
and I heard your message on the machine.

Said she is young, said she is witty;
Ran into her while you were in the city.
It's the first I've heard from you in ages;
what does this all mean?

Now I'll make some time to take that tumble.
Swallow my pride, allow myself to stumble,
because the years keep moving us further
and further from where this plan began.

And it's all right,
oh, it's all right,
to search for that starting point tonight.

Pulled out a box filled with your old letters,
poems, notes, an old college sweater.
I guess I keep them to remind me
of the man that you once were.

We were honest when we were twenty.
Halos rounded us, two bright pennies.
We held each other's futures tight
and marched together into the light.

But now I'll make some time to take that tumble.
Swallow my pride, allow myself to stumble,
as the days keep moving us further and further
from where this plan began.

And it's all right,
Mmmmmm, it's all right,
To search for that starting point tonight.

We had a home once; we had a child.
Another lifetime, a thousand miles;
but I can't say that these years apart
have been that sad.

Our lives are twined growing ever longer.
Don't know you lately, but once I knew you;
would be grateful to feel that close and trust you once again.

For now I'll make some time to take that tumble.
Swallow my pride, allow myself to stumble,
as we keep moving further and further
from where this plan began.

So it's all right,
Yes, it's all right,
to search for a starting point tonight.

5 comments:

Incognito said...

This is a familiar song, I would say, to many of us. Great work!

A.E. Bayne said...

It's funny how lyrics or poetry takes a hold of you. I was cleaning out my email boxes and came across some old messages that I wrote to Vin (of all people) about the call I got from Darrel (Xaviar's father) when he was planning to remarry. It was about a year and a half ago and I was brutally honest with Vin about my feelings concerning Darrel's upcoming nuptuals. I wasn't really jealous over it, or hurt, but it hit me hard for about a week. I think it was just the realization that even after ten years apart it was difficult to watch him take that final step of moving on (though in reality I know we both had moved on long before that).

Anyway, finding that email brought the memories back, and that first line popped into my head. It swam around in there for a couple of weeks and this is what came out. It even has a tune, and if I can ever figure out how to use Finale Notepad I will get that down too. What do you know? Life gives you lemons...etc.

emily said...

Can't wait to hear it put to music.

kloppski said...

I think a collaboration between EB and AB is in order...love it Amy!

A.E. Bayne said...

Thanks guys! Glad you like it.